BANG em'.

MOVED.

2010-05-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

MOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVEDMOVED

TO.

HERE

MYI OVER.

2010-05-14T20:31:00.001+08:00

MYI finally over.

Wooots ;)

Ah... thinking of moving to a new blog.

Mmm'yes, I'll do that no?

Giving it up.

2010-04-25T10:27:00.002+08:00

I'm giving up on SA1.

I'm practically a saaaaad, confused, miserable little gerbil.

High hopes gets crushed.

I'm a lazy ass faggot.

I suck at memory-work.

Unlike my 'darrrrrrling' little sister and brother.

Unlike her, I don't go mocking on my sibling's weaknesses.

I fucking hate people who just won't understand your situation.

I don't blame those who failed.

I blame those who think I am of the same equal as them

"FCK YOU SIS. I'M NOT A 'GIFTED' CHILD LIKE YOU ARE. I DON'T HAVE YOUR FCKING BLOODY BRAIN. SO SHUT UP AND BE CONTENT WITH YOUR OWN BUSINESS."

BusyBusyBusy

2010-03-26T20:27:00.001+08:00

Not that I'm that busy.
Dad's laptop's being an ass.
It actually blocked me from viewing my blog and any others / sites!
Heck.
Ah.
Gonna check on soemthin'.
Later, byebye, love you haha C:

talking crap.

2010-02-27T22:32:00.004+08:00

Yes, I love photographs.

Yes, I can be a camwhore.

No, I'm not "action".

I express my passion of photography through my pictures.

I express my own self through photography.

I have my own ways.

You guys have yours.

Don't misunderstand me kay.

I hate being accused of being "action"

Like as if that's even a real word.

I feel insulted that you guys accused me of something that I despise.

However I will forgive you.

I don't hold grudges, even if there's a scar left.

So yeah, I just hope you guys realized I'm not who you guys think of.

Byebye.

Time lap.

2010-02-26T21:46:00.004+08:00

Ello :)

Today's like.... normal ._. Seriously, there's like nothing exciting going on about my life :| What a bore.

First period was MT. Damn boring... god. :| Sensei made us... like, check the files...? Ahah... I think I might've lose some of the sheets. Oh dear dear dear...

OH. Almost forgot to mention that me and Mira had been like, messaging each other since morning LOL. We miss each other so very much :'( She's practically having some problems with some not-worth-it people at school.... Don't worry man! JUST DON'T GIVE DAMN ABOUT THEM AND LIVE ON! >D Like seriously. Why bother about such people -.-

After MT was BIO. FUNNN as always. Mr Njoo was basically suffering bc'uz SOME OF US just kept on dreamingggg then, he'll get fustrateddddd... wow. (Btw I really have no idea who those people are haha :P) He revised again about Diffusion and Osmosis. I mean... come on. We've done that during Sec 2! Ask Rei; I was bored till I nearly died >_>" Bu then again, its good recap :)

Thennn it was English. FREE PERIOD! Me, Beverley and TingWei were behaving like idiots, pulling this long red ribbon. I got wrapped up by that ribbon by them once -.- Haha~

Recess. Meh. Took photos of the class ^u^ Jake made a VloG. LOL. I couldn't face the camera xDD Sorry J! I'm just not worth it in the acting industry HAHA. Rei was basically spazzing xD Enjoyed the moment yea~ :> I'll update the photos tomorrow or something.

Thenn Math. Damn easy :| Enough said.

CCA WAS OK I GUESS T.T Too bad AKEMI and DEEPINK weren't there! D: Oh wells. We had fun anyways~

Ah~

FINALLY managed to come back into contact with my primary school buddies :D One of them was Marvin. Haha! They all said I looked totally different o.o Wow. Weird :| But uh yeah, I guess I do look different ^^" Shoot I can't find a decent pic of me during primary school :| I'm planning to follow them during the next 6P outing! :] Hope it'll turn out well!

Bye!

"how was your day?"

2010-02-24T16:03:00.010+08:00

Average. Enough said. |:

Had the math paper today. Easy ._. I'm like the first one to complete the whole paper |: Then I did some rechecking for any careless mistakes. So far none. However I managed to check the first 2 pages. There's 4 pages by the way. God, I hope the last two pages won't fail on me. I'll pull my hair out if it did! Seriously!

Oh than we had ART as the next lesson. Rei was so sad ): I tried to cheer her up but I'm really not good at that... Too bad for me huh ): But then I managed to crack her up a smile due to me and Jack. He and I had been, like, trying to memorize all the nonsense from the ART subject since the next paper for the day would be ART.

ME: Jackkk testmetestme!
JACK: Oh ok. What are the elements of art??
Me: Shape, colour, balance....urm.....er....AH.....HUUUUUHHH?!?!
JACK: -.-" I JUST RETESTED YOU LIKE 3 TIMES!!
ME: I CAN'T HELP IT DAMMIT! I'M A JOKE HERE! DD:
JACK: Walao!

Then I FINALLY managed to remember both elements and principals of ART and design! He called it the "re,re,re,reTEST" LOL! Meh. I had this mind block. My apologies ;P

Ah... then we took pictures during recess! HAHA It was hilarious!

omg the mouth(s)! >0<>

MR FUHH~!! :D

HAHAHA!

LING HUEY: "I WILL KILL YOU."

JUN DE: "OH SHI-"

PEIWAN says HI! :D

LMFAO. I editted that xDD (JACK)

My god this boy appears out of nowhere. The camera too -.-

"talk to the board". LOL (me + rei)

Pissed off.

2010-02-24T15:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so effing' pissed off now. Dad gets the desired phone he wants. Me? ME?! DO I GET ANY?! NO RIGHT! WHAT THE F-.... AAAAHHHH This is srsly FCKING UNFAIR! GOD! #%$#@^@#^%34#%$&^%*&*#*&)(!@#@#%

.........

My phone's been broken for a year now. He's still stubborn about sending it to a shop to fix it. Instead,I got this fcking old-brand handphone which's like, limited memory space, no bluetooth, no USB cable, nothing.
sheesh whatev.

first thing in the morning.

2010-02-24T05:48:00.003+08:00

It's currently 5:50AM. I'll be waking up those lazy-heads at 6... but a promising 5:55 for dad. He can't wake up that easily -.- I don't get it. What a bother...

My math test would be today, followed by ART. ART would... not be that difficult; even though we're doing the torturous SOVA. Goodness :| As for MATH, I don't think there'll be that much of a problem while doing it. Just so you know I won't commit any careless mistakes. I seriously hate the word careless. It's driving me up the wall! GOD. |:

Hmm there'll be no CCA today. If you're asking my happiness level about that, not so. I love CCA days HAHA.

Is currently on MSN with him. Bahaha no one knows this except... Mira I think :0 It's for me to know, for you to-- ok. Scratch that. Don't need to know it unless I want you to know it...

Ok byebye~

what a strange thing.

2010-02-23T18:22:00.002+08:00

Miss me? Of course-- not really haha. Had been sitting for the common tests for 2 consecutive days. Difficulty level of the papers? Not that hard or that easy. However I'll have to applaud the science department for setting such basic questions heh :P Bahaha too bad I checked that I made 2 mistakes; I think for the Chemistry test. There was this one question, asking about something that we are all not familiar of! I mean, bloody hell :|

Only Pei Wan and Eileen managed to answered that right. Something about "solvent front" or something. Too bad no one knew what was the purpose of it in a Chromatogram :\ Goodness. I'm speaking in Chem. language. HAH! The biology paper was.... way too easy :| It didn't even seem real! According to my stopwatch, I lasted for... 9 minutes and 43 seconds!

"Oh come on. Was it really that easy? >_>"

I swear it was. I just hope I got A1 or something... I can't afford to get B3 for Bio...! No. NEVER! Ugh, imagine the weight of the world on both shoulders due to high expectations of Mr Njoo on the class... my goodness. Other than that, we had our MT. (I'm taking malay btw). MT was... easy too...? I really can't gauge the difficulty level; that accurately. I fear of getting disappointed marks. Period.

Hmhm we had "THINKING DAY" on Monday. Cutting to the chase-- I screwed up. Well not that badly but, yeah, I screwed up :| No matter, I won't really be bother by it. Simple mistake. Tsk.

Oh god. I haven't even started updating on GG blog... .___. Imm'a be dead soon enough if the rest found out... damn time constrains. Ugh -__-

I'll be having tuition at 7 soon... it'll end at 8:30.... I hate my life :)

where are you.

2010-02-21T00:09:00.002+08:00

Where are you...My wait for you is at its limit.
At least notify me.
I just want you to ease me before my sleep.
I want to smile as I sleep.
Where are you...

AAHHH

2010-02-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

ITHINKI'MINLOVEDAMMITTTTTT!!!
@/////@

My parents.

2010-02-14T08:30:00.002+08:00

For how long will the two of them withstand one another?
Lol this sounds like a life-long battle...
I'd make my day if they would just split up.
Too much of a hassle -.-
Ugh.

Paranoid.

2010-02-13T07:00:00.002+08:00

Is this even for real...?
Just a pretend huh?
I...dunno anymore...
Things that passes by me...
Why can't I trust them so easily?
Why am I losing trust in people around me?
I must be paranoid...
Yeah.... that's it..
Paranoid.

But.
The symptoms are just too clear...
No wait.
It's ok.
It's fine to hate me,
But.
I won't back down.
I'll be a good friend for you.
Yeah... I really will.
No matter how many times you try to hurt me,
I won't back down.
So just watch me.
Watch this fool very closely.

2010-02-13T06:54:00.001+08:00

I...really feel like crying.

Every single second...

I don't understand ;_;

What's wrong with me?

Retest;

2010-02-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hello oh hello.

It has been awhile since I've made a proper update... Maybe due to the limitations of the free time I have now. Well, that can't be help now can it? School has been the normal. Nothing bad going on(thank goodness). My studies? A-Ok so far harsss. I jsut hope POA won't bail on me tsk. I didn't know that a senior in GG actually scored A1 for her POA?! I was totally shocked.

Me: Do you take POA?
Her: Yeah.
Me: How much did you score for it usually??
Her: Um A1...
Me: .......O___________________X?!?!??!
Me: H-HOW DID YOU DO IT?!?!?

Then she explained about methods on how to score POA hehe. I'm in the advantage here teehee! Ohh I had a retest on Chemistry. Can't believe I just passed it?! >3> If you ask me, I'd rather fail. But then I got to know that it was actually due to me misunderstanding the questions... Wastage of marks, my god! Hmrmrmrmmmm we'll be planning a B-DAY bash for the January babies in GG! Yeah! It would be quite a splashing good time soon! Yahahahar!

Ugh but before that we'll be having a retest on Maths. Like what the heck? I SCORED B4 HELLO(even though I'm never satisfied with that disgusting grade)AND WHY AM I INCLUDED IN RESITTING FOR IT?!?!? They said that the whole level of Express actually scored badly for it....-_-" Impossibleeeeee! Sheesshhhhhh... this is a waste of time seriously...

Oh welll I'll be going to updating GG blog! (: See you people tomorrow(maybe)! Have a good night!

Misunderstood.

2010-02-06T21:18:00.001+08:00

They come...
Made me feel the hope everyone feels.
Then they go...
Made me feel the stillness of this throbbing heart is.
What's the use?
Just give it up already...
Feelings, thoughts, imaginations....dreams,
Nothing but lies.
Here I lye feeling aloof.
Heck, where exactly am I, I wonder?

Shit happens.

2010-02-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

Busy like hell these days.
Can't blame the school.
Like hey; I'm already Sec 3.
O-Level next year.
What the crap time flies yea.
I'm kinda moody these days.
I may not look or sound like it but;
Truth hurts in me.
Pshawww whatev'.
Get lost dammit.

....
....
Sorry..... :|

Going out with AKEMI!

2010-01-30T18:25:00.002+08:00

Overall: FUN! EXCITING! NEW!

It really is my first time to actually go out with a fellow friend of my CCA :)
AKEMI! Was a great company and friend and and and....AWESOME PERSON!
We did mostly window-shopping haha!
Sorry that I don't really have any pictures :(
I totally forgot...
But you could check out her blog to check out the photos we took together using her phone haha!

Hm, I FINALLY bought the headphone that I wanted SOOO BADLY!
Hehehe and bought a normal one made from Japan yea!
The "jewelery" type.
PLUS! Bought some BIGBANG mini calendars!
I'll try to post up the picture of them soon!
MEH ISH HAPPPEHHHHH :DDD

Hurrr I LOVELOVELOVE L'Arc~en~Ciel!!!

GAHHHHH AWESOMELYINSANE+HOTBAND NEHHHHHH~

Going out with AKEMI!

2010-01-30T10:21:00.001+08:00

Yehaha!
Will be going to LOT 1 with AKEMI! soon!
Excited?
YOSH!
First time mah haha
hmhmhm I'll be updating soon after our outing.
LOL even she mentioned this on her blog xD
Ah wells see yerrrrrr!

Too darn strict.

2010-01-25T20:10:00.003+08:00

.....my parents that is.
.....can't even have new hp, or tablet unless I score awesome marks.
Well, I may get the tablet but....no way about the hp.

"What?! You want us to waste our money?! At least your hp can actually work!! And anyways, you're too young to have all these....stuff."

....*sniff* They said that to me....
*sighs*
Pfffttt I might not get married ever after hearing Phua-sensei's lecture about risks on joining JC --> University. They say it's sort of a waste of your life.
Then again, I really don't care...
As long as I am able to fulfill all the good deeds on earth, I don't care about happiness on earth. What's important is in the afterlife.
Hee :)
I really don't mind about marriage...stuff.....
All's in God's hands I suppose *shrugs*
P.S I'm terribly sorry for the over-usage of swearing post in the last post about the printer ^^"

I WANNA CRYYYYY T__T

2010-01-25T20:06:00.002+08:00

AKEMI! invited meh to go to the FanSign of SHINee!
B-b-ut I can't go T__T
I have religious classes....
that's disappointing eh?
Oh wellll
We planned to go out on Saturday to buy for myself new headphones instead xP
At leastttt I get new headphonesssss
Heheheeeeeeee
Then we'll maybe go hang out around there :D
We're going to LOT 1 btw!
Anyone else interested in tagging along?
Just leave a comment about it in the shoutbox!
I'd be glad to have more peers following along!
:D

FCK YOUFCKYOUFUCK YOU

2010-01-24T17:56:00.002+08:00

UGHHHH THIS IS ALL GOING WRONG!!
FCK YOU MAN JUST FUCK IT
I'M....LIKE WTH THE PRINTER'S INK NOT WORKING?!??!?!
WHAT THE FUCKING HELLL IS THIS YOU BITCHY PRINTER?!?!
I NEED TO USE YOU TO PRINT SOMETHING FUCKING IMPORTANT FOR TOMORROW!??!?
WHY DIDN'T HE FUCKING REFILL IT BASTARD?!?!!!
UGH YOU FU---
#$%#$!%^$&%^&^*#@$!#$

Sucky Sunday.

2010-01-24T06:36:00.002+08:00

Eww nononononoooooo!!
Saturday's over?!
Already?!
-bawls here eyes out-
*hic*

Anyways.
Update from Saturday(yesterday):

* In the end, dad came home late, at about 3 plus. My stomach had been growling since the time he went out to buy those pizzas. Late delivery dad, late delivery. Me no likey.

* Ugh. Became too full to even eat 3 pieces of pizzas due to... gobbling some other stuff during his wait to reach home.

* Then dinner time... ate KFC LOL. Ate at about...um... 3 of them? I prefer the more meaty ones. Drumstick and wings are too...bony.

* Thennn uh...um... go to sleep...

That's all yea~
Oh! Update on the ART PROJECT?
Um... nearly done... nearly done... then I'll be too busy to compose the script.
Hell one of kind task Ne~. WHAT THE F. I'M SO TIRED $#!@#@#$#%^%&~@#$!

Wrong skin. so wrong.

2010-01-23T11:55:00.001+08:00

I need a more pump-up skin fast!
I'm not fond of this one to be honest :|

EDIT:// skin-hunting success :)

2010-01-23T11:05:00.006+08:00

Saturday's finally here and I still feel rotten. Gasp. Art project really drags down my mood. Ugh. The pain-- you have no idea...

Fortunately, dad will be heading out to JOHOR with Syazni to buy for the family some pizzas to feast on at home since I told them that due to this much assignments, I can't go out. Sorry dearies :(

Wahh... yesterday was Friday. Like duh lol. It was the average, like always. Actually better than last year. My classmates are not that bad. No worries for me no worries for me. First lesson was MT. It was alright I suppose. Hence I won't be sharing with you guys much about it.

The next lesson was biology. Joo/Ju-sensei had a fit... oh dear. Why you ask? Well, thankfully for our class(3C), we managed to arrive at the bio. lab early. However... some of the 3D's were well, lumbering their way. Resulting; lateness. Resulting again; wastage of 15 mins of the lesson. No wonder he was fuming mad! Though, he was smart enough to lighten up the mood as the lesson goes in deeper. Yay! I really respect those who doesn't hold grudges. It's really pathetic and disgusting to me. So, if you are a being that hold grudges, let it go let it go let it go, alright? Smile :)

Then it was english. FUN! Me, Rei, Arifa, Shankari and Carolyn were grouped together at our own will. Teehee was hilarious~ We planned to stick together too during the Sec3 camp on March. Who wouldn't? They are a bunch of lovely dearies, no'? ;)

After recess was um... Math! Like the usual, helped people here and there for the sums haha! It was the most average lesson in the day, besides MT. Um...er... I still can't spell sensei's name correctly so... my apologies

Then it was CCA. The usual I guess? March here and there, march everywh-- ok skip that. Before the march, we played TWISTER. First time playing it actually. It was fun too :) Gilbert-sensei walked passed.
Him: *odd look* It'll be much more fun if you guys play with boys
Me: hahaha!

Then he walked away. Hm yeah. That's all for Friday.
Hm I really fell in love with Akemi's headphone. If I have the money, I'll buy it on my own
OH GOD IFAHDEEPINKKKKK WHYMENTIONABOUTTHE'MA'M'INCIDENT?!?! >///<

Shut the fck up.

2010-01-22T18:09:00.001+08:00

Lol I flipped out...
Lol I got too pissed...
Lol....ugh shit.
Fck you miserable life.
Sigh..

Tough times.

2010-01-20T19:51:00.002+08:00

.....When you're having a family who can't stop being big-headed over one another.
Try putting yourself in my shoes and you'll feel like ending your life...

Silent Scream!!

2010-01-20T18:04:00.003+08:00

EEEK!!
I love love LOVE GG now!!
(My CCA btw. figure that out yourself)

Akemi came out with an AWESOME idea of playing SILENT SCREAM, as followed from 2D1N!!
It was damn funny!!
xDDD

Oh no...
SHOULD HAVE TAKEN PICTURES!!
AGHHH!!!!
>~<
Then again, not that I have the space in my memory card.
Plus my HP is SOOOO OLDDDDD.
Darn dad for not sending my original phone for repair.
SERIOUSLY!!!
I feel like crying!! TT____TT
But yeah!!
It was fun!!!
Haha!

PLUS!
NO TUITION TODAY WHOHOOO!!!

Heartbreaker Parody Cut

2010-01-17T16:38:00.001+08:00

LMAO!!!
GO BOOM!!!
YAAAAAAY!!!

FCK YES!

2010-01-17T16:03:00.000+08:00

My fcking internet is back yo!
:DDDD

what the frizz.

2010-01-12T19:58:00.001+08:00

Blogskin-hunting is fcking tiring yea.
I didn't know that -_-

Well oh well.
Had BIOLOGY today!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Mr JUUUUUN you're funnyyyy xDD
He used this term BY MISTAKE which actually... could means the....other thing.
The whole class laughed like hell! Haha!
Damn.... I hope he will teach us for next year tooooooo ;_;
Hahahahaha nothing else. Nothing else.
Well. byebye!

simple life.

2010-01-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

I realized something today...
That, whether it's the vacation moments or busy life I'm suited in...
Life still carries on its own ordeals...huh... ^^"
It's like.
1) Morning
2) Evening
3) Night
1) Morning
2) Evening
3) Night
So on, so forth.
To put it simple-- ; I'M BORED.
Drastically I'm afraid T^T
But good thing my art-sy side exists ^0^
Without it... I'll die of boredome.
Seriously -_-"
Ah sheesh.
Been reading mangas.
Nothing interesting so far...
Boohoo :(
Hmhmhmhmmmm nothing else to blog about so...
Byebye~

painting-- like WHOA.

2010-01-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

Haha!
I promised you guys that I would blog again during the holidays but...
I can't RESIST!!
Besides, it'll be the weekends starting tomorrow.

Hm. The most exciting thing that happened in school so far?
Let me see....
I HAVE AWESOME TEACHERS EEEEEEKKKKK!!!
Especially my BIOLOGY TEACHER!!
He's so damn funny!
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAAAAAAA!
Other than that, nothing much.
Ohohoh the math teacher was awesome!
He's pretty good in teaching!
I was worried that his teaching method might be....a little off.
But, he's patient so that's what important :)

OH YEAHHHHHH!
Had my CCA earlier today!
Was funfunfunfunFUNNNN!
xDD
We had to repaint the whole GG room~
It was light blue~
COLOR OF THE SKY YEA!
xD
We stopped after painting a few walls.
During the next CCA meeting, me and Rebecca will do the continuation.
We will be designing stuff on the painted walls.
Planing to paint the sky(the realistic ones...not cartoonish....)
Thenthenthen I'm thinking of painting cute but totally wicked "creatures" in black paint.
Then the grass.
Good thing I'm pretty good in painting the sky and grass -PHEW-
So no worries in that!Haha!
Oh well, school has been AWESOME and...yea! ^x^
Be seeing ya!
Byebye!

.....and finally.

2010-01-05T05:16:00.001+08:00

I WON'T BE UPDATING TILL THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS(I THINK).

WILL BE VERY BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND OTHER SHIT.

SO.....BYEBYE :((

SEE YOU ALL SOON!

blogskins.

2010-01-03T06:22:00.003+08:00

Hullo :>
I've been rather busy creating blogskins ^^"
So I guess that explains my disappearance on FACEBOOK and... I guess on BLOGGER too...
Oh it's currently 6:23 AM, Sunday.
Tomorrow's the first day of school! hehehe~
I'm rather excited... seeing that I've boosted my will to study during the holidays.
Dad promised me, that, if I get all of my subjects a 'B' for the first major test or exam, he'll buy me a TABLET!!
I've always been dreaming on having a TABLET!
With it, I get to......(figure that out yourselves hehe)

woopy!
I've left one more math quiz to go to complete!!
I'm confident I could complete it(?)
But... it is tiring...
Yesterday, my brain nearly exploded from finishing the last 30 quest. on the previous one.
But I was damn proud I finished it haha!
Most of my classmates didn't bother to finish it... me too actually.
But just because I felt like doing them so... I did them...? ^^"

Ahh~
This year will be busy AND fun I assure that ^0^/
Busy: School homework, project works, assignments etc.
Fun: Art class, still manage to hang around with my friends from 2B etc.(And I hope the teachers won't be sour-grapes hurmph.)
That's just a prediction.
Anything could go better or worse, up to me!

I realized... I've been lacking myself in reading mangas these days 0.0"
Hmm... probably because I can't find a good one to read on T^T
Ah! Do any of you guys no VISTLIP?
It's a JRock band! :D
(*****5 stars for random topic! haha!)

I agree with AKEMI(againLOL)on her post!
My mind really IS still glued to 2009 0.0"
Haiyooooooo ^^"
Anyways.

I'll be going now.
Gotto wake the rest of the family to do their morning prayers! *0*
Byebye!

Can I btch on you?

2009-12-31T21:33:00.002+08:00

Sorry man. I have to let this out.....
WARNING: KIDS DON'T READ ON FOR YOUR SAKE OR YOUR MOMMAS WILL COME HUNT ME DOWN.

I'm not some fucking bitch that you can bitch on about.
Shove it up your ass for the sake of the children.
Shut that trap of yours, tramp.
Before I stitch up that bloody mouth of yours with a butcher's knife.
Your fucking insults won't taint me even a little.
Cuz' my ears are so bleeding right now.
But hey. Correction, it already has stopped.
I think I'm immune to your wonderful words.
Dare to spread them open in my name, and you'll see hell.
Shut up bitch. Your problem. Not mine.
So we'll be seeing you in hell-- OH WAIT. I'll be witnessing you in hell not me; I'll be in heaven. Teehee~

the time has come...

2009-12-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

To welcome a NEW YEAR!!
Yahahahaha!
That's right!
To be honest... I'm really looking forward to the new year!!
It's the time when I get to meet my dear friends again!
But erm... it's sort of... nerve-wrecking when erm, we'll be going into different classes...
I'm the only malay from 2B to got to 3C @__@
Luckily Rei's here with meh!!
I'm not alone yea!
x>

I read Akemi's post...
I really agree with her lines here:
" Lets welcome 2010 and goodbye , 2009 ! Only memories will be remembered . "

She made a list about the happy and depressing moments throughout the whole year of 2009 and I must say; she's strong to have been through alot :> Kudos to ya!! ;)
SOOOOO I've made up my mind to do that too! Ehehee.

1) I really regretted for not studying very well.... I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A DARN WACOM TABLET DAMMIT!! But well, at least I managed to get into the class I wanted!

2) I made LOAAAADDS of wonderful friends!! Especially in my CCA!! I really love my pals there!
来年までの近くにまだあることを願っています！！

3) GOSH I'VE BEEN ADDICTED TO KOREAN SHOWS SINCE EARLY JUNE THIS YEAR!! *0*

4) I managed to get a basic hold on painting plus drawing ehehehe~

5) Problems? Hmm.... not really ^^" I don't think I've made any enemies...If they hate me behind my back...I wouldn't know. Seriously 0_0"

6) Other regrets? Hmm... just about the Tablet thing. That's all haha!

I really can't remember anything else... hurmmmm...... Oh well! Other than that, that's all folks!
あけましておめでとうを持ってください！！
//;lol you have no idea what I just shouted do you? ;0

Untitled.

2009-12-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hello! :)
I've been watching nothing but F.O shows these days.
F.O --> Family Outing.
It's a korean variety show.
Real damn funny hehe.
JAESUK OPPA~!
xD

Hm other than that, I've been damn pissed with Facebook.
The games there are LAGGING.
I can't even play it properly!!
In the end, I gave up.
LOL funny thing is, in the game called PET...somethingsomething and it's NOT Pet Society, me and my little sister kept on competing with each other for the higher rank.
I'll be groaning whenever I played that game. It's like...
"GAH!!! I THOUGHT I TOPPED HER OFF?!!"
But heheheheheeeeh. Cuz' I have a lot of money there, I could topped her off easily ;)

Bought my new school bag.
Funny thing is... mine and my lil. sis's are exactly similar!
Except for the different in colors.
Mine is a little of gray-green while her is gray.
Bought it at Mustafa you see.
I still don't get why some people find it extremely uncomfortable to go shopping there??
Get real folks, CHEAP DEALS MAN!!!
Sheesshhhh.
Oh yea....cuz' it's far eh?
Well fine than.

Grah.
I still can't find a good decent blogskin!
Plus, I haven't completed my holiday math assignment.
Face it.
No one's gonna bother yea.
*sighs*.
Well g2g for now.
Later.

HAIR CUT.

2009-12-29T20:16:00.001+08:00

Hehehe Just had a new haircut.
One thing's for certain....
It sure is...new.
The hairstyle I mean.
I've never actually thought of having it.
Hurrr I'm berry happy yo!
<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-12-25T06:42:00.002+08:00

Ack!
I've forgotten to wish my lil bro a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
It falls on Christmas Eve, 24th December :}
I heard that Allen Walker's B-day on the 25th?
Hm. In that case;
MERRY CHRISTMAS
and HAPPY B-DAY ALLEN-KUN!!

I CRIED Q__Q

2009-12-24T18:28:00.003+08:00

Ack GAKUEN ALICE is such a sad manga...
It was damn funny too xD
But... it starts to get real depressing in the later chapters.
Especially the part when Mikan watched her father died.
I mean, meh.
Her father's like... a fun person.
Everybody loves him.
So of course anyone would cry over his death.
....
..........
*sighs*
Lol I'm such a softy eheheheeeeeee ^^"
Can't wait for later updates in the chapter.
Hmm
HEY AKEMI(Khadijah)!!
DO YOU WATCH/READ GAKUEN ALICE??

JUST ASKING xDD

NEW STUFF.

2009-12-23T08:58:00.001+08:00

Added new badass songs yea ;0
OH!
I'm changing my blogskin real soon.
I'm tired of the old one ;P
Later yea.
<3

EATING PIZZA.

2009-12-21T07:08:00.002+08:00

Hurr it's 7:11AM.
Family and I will be heading over to Johor to feast on pizzasssssss.
Meh I planned to follow grandma and aunt to stay for 2 nights in Malacca.
But I can't go for my grandpa won't be there.
They'll be heading there by bus andddd as usual, my worrywart family won't allow.
No fair.
So yeahhh.
I'll try to blog soon in the evening or something.
Bye <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-12-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, I'd like to wish a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my wonderful senior, KHADIJAH! She's turning 15 this year :) Best of luck for next year! Hope your studies will flow well along with your happy life and do not hesitate to ask me for any help at all! :) May all your wishes be granted at this very special day for you!! :D

(ack!! I've lost a photo of you among these documents in my computer's harddrive T-T Dammit!)

Have a very enjoyable birthday!!

SHIIIIIIIT!

2009-12-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

I LOVE AIR GEAR SO FCKIN MUCH!!!!
BADASS MANGA *0*

THAT'S IT.

2009-12-17T15:02:00.000+08:00

I'm through with waiting for dad.
I'm staying whether he likes it OR NOT.

WHERE IS HE?

2009-12-17T14:33:00.001+08:00

Where's dad?
Why isn't he even here yet?!
They FORCED me to return home,
I obliged that of course.
And now, he's wayyy late!
What the hell?
>:@

HOTTTT.

2009-12-16T20:37:00.001+08:00

Ayeayeayeaye~
The "OBSCENE" avatar I have for some of my posts are hottttttt~
Lolbipolar.

HATE.

2009-12-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

I HATE THEM ALL.
*HISS*

THAT'S JUST PATHETIC.

2009-12-16T17:41:00.002+08:00

My mom ordered me to return home tomorrow.
But I don't want to...
If I return home, I'll have to go through mom & dad's quarreling again...
And I don't want that...
I usually ignore them.
But... it's starting to get to me...
I wish they would just divorce to get rid of this problem..
I'll go mad! :(((
I watched a korean variety show...
And it's about how celebs there try to take care of a child like it's their own.
They did a great job!
I envy them....
Shit I just found out that I nearly died when I was small,TWICE.
First was nearly getting drowned in the sea near the beach.
The second was nearly getting crushed by a TV set.
Wow damn o,o
Heh... I don't consider myself lucky now to survive.
Shit getting emotional -.-
W/e.....
I'll be going now.
Bye.

STUPID MIXPOD.

2009-12-15T18:24:00.002+08:00

*growls*
Stupid mixpod....
I hate having videos as playlists....
It really messes up the codes.
Oh wait.
STUPID YOUTUBE.
AGAIN WITH HE COPYRIGHT REASONS.
TO HELL WITH IT.
Grrrr...

Huuurrr....
Other than that,I'm currently at my grandma's and... yea.
Had my trip to Malaka.
Blablabla nothing interesting.
Just a cousin of mine there getting married.
It's quite boring yea, considering them to be adult stuff.
Hugh.

Mom called to tell me that she'll be sending me a bag of fresh clothing for me from home.
How kind of her HAHAHAHA.
And right now my younger cousin is BUGGING ME TO THE EXTEND OF ME CHOKING HER DAMMIT.
She kept asking me FAR TOO MANY QUESTIONS.
Oh yea, sure, getting your anger out on a little kid Nab?
Oh yea sureeee that's very childish of you. Bah.
If you were me, you'll understand >3>
And yea.... I know I'm being mean to her at times but sometimes we have our limits to yea.
Ah... sorry to Rei for the delay in replying our RP post ^^"
This laptop is giving problems concerning that RPG website.
*sigh*

I'm still not satisfied with this blogskin.
I love it!
Just that....
Sometimes we would want more of certain things yea?
*nervousnervous*
Ermmm that's all folks!
Haha ^^"

AHAHAHAHA.

2009-12-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

It's nearly 9PM here.

I had a chat with Siti.
LOL!
We spoke in diff languages ;}
It was hilarious!
Never will I forget that moment :}

Ok, what the F?
People still mistook me for another race.
Either it's a little bit if Chinese or a little bit of Korean -.-

Dad: Eh? Nabilah you looked like some Korean girl...
Me: -.-" uh ok...thnks?

Mom: You looked like a mixed of Japanese :0
Me: O.O what??

Sister: You looked a little Eurasian at times o.o" Especially when your face goes all red.
Me: eh? red?

SEE?! IT'S CONFUSING ALRIGHT.
And ALL of them has the same reason: "It's cuz your skin is whiter than us"
My answer: "Aw gee thnks :D"
That's all I could say -.-"
Milky-white skin they call it.
haiyooooo :|

I really have no comment on this one..........
=.="

GOING OUT.

2009-12-09T07:05:00.002+08:00

It's 7:16AM.
Today's my dad's day off.
We'll be heading on to Johor after sending my bro to school at 9.
Then we'll be back to fetch him at 1.
Thennnn we'll continue our 'funtime' today....
Maybe going to Marina...
I dunno -shrugs-
I just hope we could make it back in time before 10pm.
I WANT TO WATCH "GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE" ON TV2!
xD
Malaysia's channel btw.
Sighs.
Wish there's korean/japanese channel and I could actually understand them...
My life is too boring.
Haaaaaah.

LIFE.

2009-12-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

So me and Rei had been conversing about lives.
And it was hilarious!
I lol'ed like heck!
xD

(read from below as a start)

She's so witty <3

NOT A PROBLEM.

2009-12-08T20:40:00.002+08:00

I sometimes do wonder about the term : "BFF"
Or Best Friends Forever.... or something like that.
After seperation to different routes of our lives...
I've only got this one question:
"Wil we still remain that part of the term?"
Life gets a hold of us most of the times.
So things can never be certain off.
We can't just think of it that way and BAM,
That other person will be sure to think of the same thing too.
Sometimes it's an unrequited thoughts from one to another.
Sometimes it's just jealousy messing with us around.
But most of the time, it's the difference in the environment.
For example;
A goldfish swam delicately as it strode through the water.
It was happy goldfish.
As a day passed, something really sudden came.
As usual, it was swimming around when suddenly, he found himself out in open air, then back into the water.
Only;
He wasn't at his usual tank.
He was "adopted" to a different terrain.
Of all questions, one would always be picked,
"What do I do now?"

When it comes to common sense, one would try his or her best to fit into the crowd. To blend in and not to stand out.
So I guess that's rather similar to our real life situations.
As we encounter newer things, we tend to forget about the old.
They say; forget about the past and think of the future.
But sometimes, the past are still the best of our bittersweet memories.

SLOW COMPUTERS.

2009-12-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

I hate slow computers.
Um. Not the computer itself I mean.
I meant, as in, the internet speed dial really bugs me off.
Especially for the games in Facebook.
I think I might give up playing them one day.
Sighs.

Good news though.
Rei is finally back after a couple of days without any word from her!
:D
I was getting worried.
Heard from her that her comp. crashed.
Don't worry Rei.
I hate that part of technology too -.-
So other than that, my day was normal.
As in really normal.
When I'm bored and the comp is being dominated by someone else,
I'll go read a book I've borrowed from the library.
I think I'm in love with Pat Murphy's books.
They are really unique!
I'm currently reading "WILD GIRLS".
Believe me, the title fooled me at first.
Now... I'm really addicted to it.
It's hard not to find me poking my nose between those pages during spare time.
I'm really working hard on my english...
I can't be fooled the next round!
>)

PETVILLE.

2009-12-07T22:04:00.001+08:00

Yup.
There's a new game on FACEBOOK.
It's called: "PETVILLE"
The animation of the characters are amazing <3
No flaws so far in their movements.
Although their expressions can sometimes creep me out a little.
But it's cute :)
Ah!
My realism drawing practice are slowly paying off!
I can see the improvement >)
yosh!

TIRED.

2009-12-07T13:35:00.000+08:00

Ok...
Currently attempting the last question...
Among only 30 questions of course.
GAH.
CARELESS MISTAKE AGAIN?!
-headdesk-

YEA.

2009-12-07T09:05:00.000+08:00

Ohh yea babe!
Made it to the next level!
This means...
I'M BACK IN 1ST PLACE.
Well not really.
I'm actually in 2nd place but just cuz this 1st place dude used some hacker thing.
Rofl you lahhh RIXUAN >)
So lazy to earn your rank yourselfffff.
Depending on a hacker...pfffffft.
Lame lah you.
tsk tsk tsk.
Don't worry I don't hate you <3
We're friends lah c'mon!
haiyo.
xD

Other than that, I'm working on my math holiday assignments.
3 bloody more online tests to sit through.
I can't believe I forgot about the volume of pyramid!!
To hell I'll go.
hahaha.
Next year, I'll be Sec 3.
Then Sec 4.
Then graduate.
Then go university(I hope I can make it there!)
Then go find job.
Then get marrie-- LOL WAIT NO. SCRATCH THAT.
Then get old.
Then die.
.__.

See how fast the world revolves around you?
If not, must be cuz you're slow.
Or if not, then it's not my problem to concern of.
Pfft.
Well.
I'll be off to finish 90 bloody math question.
Buh-bye sweets.

UGH.

2009-12-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

I fall behind 2 rankings.
UGHHHH.
How could I be so careless -.-
Oh ya.
It's cuz of the slow connectivity of the game, duh -.-
Pisses me off.

I made up a rank.
But nowhere at the 2 place -.-
I'm pretty competitive for this game.
Hurrrrr IMMA EAT CHU FINGERZZZ 8D
Lol that sounded pevertic 0-<
Ouch ahaha.
Tomorrow morning....
I will bloody make myself back up to the 2nd rank that I deserve!
YOSH! GAMBATTE!
<^.^7
It's 1 AM here.
Night-night!

MYSPACE?

2009-12-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

Erm I found it incredibly boring.
There is nothing fun or entertaining there.
I'm getting tired of TAGGED too.
Not interested in dating.
Not ready yet.
Simple enough.
Too young to be dating for me lol.
Well. Yea, I'm keeping my pride as a fellow family member of Nazmi.
If disobey, to hell I'll go.

Friendster...
Nothing's interesting there.
So I'm not active there.

Facebook....
OMG FACEBOOK!
HAPPY PETS!
THE GAME
AAGGHHH MY RANK!!
IT'S GONNA FLOP!!!
-goes to facebook-

CHANGED SKIN AGAIN.

2009-12-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

LOLOLOLOL.
I changed skin once again.
In a matter of 10 minutes I presume.
Breaking of record.
This skin really caught my guard down ahah.
And about the "sexpot" entry.... forget it.
I've changed these avatars at the side and they're pretty random so ya.
Mixture of BIGBANG and some J-ROCKERS.
And I really have no idea of those J-ROCKERS names.
Haiz T-T
So yeah.
Like I said: forget about the "sexpot" entry lmao.
Haha!

freak.

2009-12-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

After that last post of mine...

I'm an embarrassment to the society T-T

*cowards away*

AiyayaiyaYAI.

2009-12-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

<------- SEE THIS INCREDIBLY SMEXY SEXPOT?!

........

Who is he? .__.

Oh wait.

He's one of this J-rocker's band members.....

WANT TO GET MARRIED AARGHHHHHH.

Mission accomplish.

2009-12-06T23:37:00.001+08:00

Blogskin hunt: ACCOMPLISH.
Now...... to fix this irritating image-uploading-problem -.-

Nothing much.

2009-12-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

So... I'm changing the blogskin again.
It's getting pretty boring yea.
Later.

AHAHAH!!

2009-12-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

GAHHH SUJU ME LOVE YOU xDDD

Just watched their drama. HILARIOUS. Leetuk was acting as a guy in panda suite. I suspected it was him. I've known him loving to dress up in different costumes ahah. They only show his identity at the end btw. The name of the short drama was: "Attack On The Pin-Up Boys"

Cute plot lmao. Really, watch it on mysoju.com! LOADS of awesome Japanese and Korean movies ahah xD Eh. No. I'm not the type to squeal or melt even though I know they're good looking ^^" Not me. I just you know, smile whenever seen an awesome scene of them rofl. So ya, I'm not a fan-girl ahah ^^" BUT SRSLY. WATCH IT. Well.... meh. I really didn't expect the narrator to be the-- nvmine. Watch it. Wouldn't want to ruin the fun :} NOW OFF TO WATCH ANOTHER ONEEEEE ;D

This is hell.

2009-12-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

Heck.

I envy a couple of my peeps who actually have a decent family. Oh mine? Don't bother. I really feel like my dad is a stranger in the family. Since the beginning of the year...... I dunno why....... I get really irritated whenever he speaks to me. I feel like he'll murder me the next second. This has been bothering me for nearly 8 months. Now coming to a whole year..... What the hell is wrong with this family??

I know I'm actually blabbering nonsense -.- Sorry if I've been wasting your time....... bye.

SOS

2009-12-03T08:33:00.002+08:00

Hei :>

It's clearly 8:34AM here; Thursday morning. Woke up early at erm, 7AM I think :P Last night, mom and dad quarreled some big fights. Lil bro was crying helplessly. I couldn't do anything. So I just kept quite, listened to my mp3 to sleep. Their quarrels are getting worse I think. I was at the brink to yell at them. Lil bro was all like, "STOP! STOP! QUITE!" in malay of course; to them. See how dramatic my world is with these parents around? Not that I despise them. I hate them. *shrugs* What do you want to do about that? Hurr. Imagine waking up at night to find your neighbours yelling at each other like hell. I know you'll feel like throwing to each of them a brick. Or maybe a dozen of them. As for me; both of them are at fault. My parents that is. And yes. I have the feeling that they might get a divorce form soon. I dunno. It's better that way. I hate to see them suffering from each other. It's an unsightly thing to watch. Like hey, sometimes things are better to end miserable than forcing one another eh? Hm? Why I sounded calm? Oh. It's cuz I give up. I give up of them. In my opinion, it is better for them to seperate. It's good for everyone. I'm never close with my cousins to begin with. So I won't feel like a great loss. Although I'm rather close with Amira :) She's an awesome cousin to have. Hahh... oh? Mom's gone to send lil bro to school. He has this special program before next year starts. Good. She's not home. That means their quarrels will end for now. Thennn they'll continue.

....... My god dad really looks like he'll explode o.o Mom.....yea she too. ^^" Don't worry about me folks. I'm alright here. Just worrying about my eardrums. That's all. haha ;P So..... yea I support them divorcing. Crazy thing for their own daughter to actually says that huh? Everything has their limits....

Gawd wtf?

2009-12-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

wtf?

What is it with the world anyway? Not even a single person I know actually have interests in what I'm also interested in. Due to that, that results in them being "penat ah..." a.k.a "So tired...". Do you know how fcking annoying that is? Well do you? Here I am, stuck at home, with NOT EVEN A SINGLE FCKING THING TO DO. Oh yea sure I have my paintings but did you actually think that I could actually go on without getting bored? What more, I have no tablet thanks to dad *scoffs*. My life is RUINED. EVEN DURING THE 2MONTHS HOLDAY, DO MY PARENTS PEST ME ABOUT GETTING SPLENDID RESULTS FOR NEXT YEAR? C'mon people.

WHAT THE FCK IS THIS.

truth

2009-12-02T19:01:00.001+08:00

The truth? He's creeping me out o.o

interesting person

2009-12-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

So there's this dude on Tagged. Remember the dude that I said could've rearranged his name to my dad's name? Yea him. Weird thing is....... my name is Nabilah Bte NAZMI. And his name is NIZAM. Freaky? A little o.o But still, love his name lol :)

I've been stuck with art-stuff the whole day -.- Didn't even use the comp for 14 HOURS. HAH. New recorrddddd. Will continue that for tomorrow. Unless of course, I get an art-block. Then, I'll turn to the comp haha.

So hows you doing? Fine I hope. My holidays has been sckish. Bleh. Thankfully MP3's here to the rescue ;) Cheers.

Disgusting.

2009-12-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

Some people are just disgusting. Desperate ones of course. You don't even know me and you're asking to go date out with me? What the F man. Sick. And what the hell is 'hanky-panky' ? I'm guessing something fcking disturbing. So you actually asked me to do that? What the fck do you think I am? A fcking prostitute biatch? I don't do dirt man. So just fck off. Don't even think of getting a reply from me. Bstard.

It's fine.

2009-12-01T06:23:00.001+08:00

IT'S FINE.

If he doesn't reply to me. (It's a Tagged thing btw) He's got other friends to attend to. So ya. No biggie.

OH GOD.

2009-11-30T23:13:00.001+08:00

CALL BARRING; STILL?!?!?!?! I CAN'T USE THE HOUSE PHONE?!?!?!?!?! Walaoooo waste of my mom's hp's prepaid -.-

hold on.

2009-11-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

-.-

I'm scared of him being a fake. I dunnooooo everytime I see a beautiful person setting their profile to private..... I really get that thought in mind. I cna't help it if I could be a prejudice sometimes :( Just that.... someone good looking.....setting profile to private.....suspicious aint it? Whatmore when there are PLENTY of fakes in the internet world. Sadly :( Why can't you all be more honest of yourself? If you feel like you don't have the looks, then just post up some anime/cartoon picture LOL. But that's not the point. The point is, just be brave to stand up for yourself. I mean, don't tell me you cover your face with a paper bag in public -.- If you do, call me. I'll make sure to bring a lighter. THEN WE'LL PLAY FIREFIREFIRE AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Soooo yea. You fakes out there.... you really make everybody angry :/ I don't really get mad straight away at fakes. Unless they strut some issues with me.... WELL I'LL BE DARN TO KICK YO--.... you get the point. For me, I can identify a fake easily so far.... don't ask how. I won't give you tips to secure your barrier. hah. Whenever I recognize you're fake, a smirk will crawl on my face then I'll click the 'x' button to that tab. Why? Because you're a waste of time. Well. Yea.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. KNOW WHAT? I'M RANDOM. IF YOU'RE RANDOM YOU ROCK. EVEN ME AND HIM SAYS SO. SO SHUT UP AND START SPILLING YOUR RANDOM JUICES.

As I was saying, just stop the pathetic act of being fakes. Nobody likes their own perfect face getting ripped off from some unknown species of a human :( Nooooo ooonnnnnnnneeeeeeeee.

Asides that, IF YOU'RE RANDOM, I LOVE YOU :D

AAAHHHH.

2009-11-30T22:58:00.001+08:00

TOO CUTE. HE'S TOO CUTE. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

Ok.

2009-11-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

OK.

There's this weird thumb-print-like drawing on the computer screen -.- I suspect it's from my bro. Haiyo. Right now, I feel weird staring at the screen with this weird thing before me... I guess I'll have to erase it.... later ;P What I'm doing? Just starting on painting my art piece. It's turning out g-r-e-a-t so far :) Oh... and on Tagged... I received every new friend request every single day -.- AND OMG. One of them is called NIZAM. If I rearranged some letters, it'll spell out as NAZMI.... weirdddddd. but he's drop dead gorgeous yea ;P Too bad. I suspect he smokes :( Reputation RUIIINEEDDDDD. Hah. Uh second fact after seeing his pics: he might be a skater. I've got nothing against skaters! Just noting it out? o.O AND ANOTHER OMG. I've made a new friendddddd therrreeee! She's SUPA' SWEEETTTT &CUTE. xD Adorableeeee :) Really wish we were in the same school or something :( It's hard to find sweet people like these. Of course, all my friends right now are sweet :)

MIIIRAAAAA you changed your piccyyyy! Looking good! haha :) Oh and one more thing about Taggers: I really hate it when you people set your profiles as private -.- Especially when you tag me or something. I NEED TO KNOW WHETHER YOU'RE INNOCENT OR NOT. lol. I meannnn it's quite hard to trust people JUST by their pics :/ Whoknowstheyjustmightbemynextdoorrapist.......HAH. Figure that out yer'self ;D Ok. I give. When I'm bored, I torture people. Poor you :(

Say lalalalalalalala....

Lovelovelove that song :) Ah..... I've been reading you guys' latest blog entries... are you guys alright? Alot of you are feeling down or hurt etc :( Don't worry alright? If there's anything you want to share off, just message me :) Other than that, I'm feeling sad these days myself.....personal problems....hah.... everytime I woke up, I'll see tear stains. I mean it. Not because of a bad dream....just....been uh.....crying........crying.....it's an embarrassingthing to me.

But HEY! At least I'm still smiling, right? :) So don't let yourself being dragged down to the dark pits of sadness :) Smile. You know you have a special smile :) Each of your smiles are unique. They bring different meanings that reflects your emotions to people soooooo see how awesome your smile is? :) SEEEEE SMILEEE

----> :)

Drop dead.

2009-11-30T14:25:00.001+08:00

Oh yayyyyyyy! I've totally changed my blog layout ;)

Howzzzziiittttttttt??

I searched for a decent skin since yesterday -.- Supa' tiring. So now I'm pra-- SHIT. BATTERIES. ONE LEFT?!?! AAAAAAHHHHHH. I'm too lazy to go to shop for more -.- Plus. I need to buy more paints. Uggghhhhh. LAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZY.

Hah. But not too lazy to type those? lol what a joke.

Shit

2009-11-29T13:22:00.002+08:00

He's making my life difficult. I'm ALWAYS uncomfortable around dad -.- He's making MY life crappy. I can tell mom and dad doesn't have that much feelings for each other. Pfft. Of course lah. They only do not want divorce because of some lame pathetic excuse: "What will the kids feel like....?"

LIKE HEY. I JOLLY WELL WILL BE GLAD IF THE BOTH OF YOU DIVORCED. Their "happiness" with each other makes ME feel awkward. Can't help feel they're all fake feelings. Aiyoooo. I guess not everyone has a happy family eh? I prefer to have none -.- I dunno why. I prefer living with my grandparents. Much more peaceful. No fights/quarrels or w/e shit. Srsly. Crappy life go to hell.

searching

2009-11-29T09:02:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN....... searching........searching.....

The untitled.

2009-11-28T21:41:00.003+08:00

This heart hurts.

I'm so selfish.

I don't want anyone to like him.

I don't want anyone to know he even exists....

Selfish. So selfish.

What do I do?

Like c'mon man. The world might already know him lahh.

But I will only just deny that o.o

He has that charming smile of his.

But hell I can confirm that he doesn't even know I even exists.

Let me whisper this to your ear: I hate reality.

Deleted

2009-11-28T21:27:00.001+08:00

So I've deleted the last 2 posts.

Found them to be rather.... dramatic.

So all ends well. The both of us pretended that nothing of that sort happened. Good :)

TRUTH HURTS

2009-11-27T06:35:00.001+08:00

TRUTH HURTS

It's true, isn't it? Or maybe I prefer reality hurts....Yeahhh.... reality hurts suits my life so much right now ;/

Calling from grandma's

2009-11-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

Hahahaaaaaaaaaaa
I is currently at grandma's. Will be heading back home tomorrow O.O One night stay.....no...NOOOOOOOOO. I wanted like maybe 3 dayssssss. Ugh one more thing: I'm really not used to typing on laptops -.- Their keys.... I kept on pressing the wrong letters! Then I'll have to start all over again! Gaaarrrrrrr.

Mom dad and Syazni's out to IMM. Heard they're going to eat Burger King. Invited me but meh. Couldn't care less = no interest. Sorry guys :(

Eww. Read this manga... interesting plot + graphics o.o Really looking forward towards the next chapter :)

Wow. Heard some complains from peeps on Facebook. About Singapore's hot weather. Well damn right aye. What's there to doooooooooooo.

Really...... nothing to blog about -.- Geh. I'll be going now then. Later.

P.S : EARLIER TODAY, TAUGHT SITI HOW TO DO A HOME-MADE SLURPY :D
..........I beg of you, please don't think of it in a wrong way.........please.....

"Oh Bother."

2009-11-25T19:55:00.003+08:00

How disappointing.

I was looking forward to today's badminton-game. Too bad there were boys there. Fck that. I don't blame anyone there. I should've asked whether there are even boys. My bad.

Saw dad at the ABC shop. I ran of course; in hiding. Shit I'm such a coward. Damn.

You could tell that I'm disappointed. With the world? No way. Myself. Ack looking for some self-pitying Nabilah? What. A. Total. Retard. So no. I'm not pitying myself. Hope that's cleared. Hell. I'm feeling like hell right now. Sis's grumpy. Won't give a damn.

So uh yea. How's your day today? It's pretty fucked up to me yea. Too bad.

AND DAMN NADIAH I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR PLAYLIST. You've got good tastes in music heh. Thumbs up.

Bored.

2009-11-24T15:15:00.002+08:00

I AM BORED TO DEATH. YOU?

I was expecting an entertaining holiday or something. WHAHHAAH$%@#$^%&ed%&d&$ ANYBODY OUT THERE WHO IS BORED AS HELL!?!??! I can't go out with friends, even if I did, none of them are free.....WHAT THE F. IS THIS??!?!?!?

Okok......I admit that I am TOTALLY pissed off with the world right now. I WANTED TO GO TO VIVO WITH MY BEST PAL. BUT GUESS WHAT?!?! MY PARENTS WON'T ALLOW! OF COURSE NOT. THEY'RE ALWAYS LIKE THAT. So sad :(

Of course..... I don't ever want to lie to them so no, I chose not to go. Wondering if I could hang out at Siti's house? Who knows. It's not confirmed yet :(

OTHER THAN THAT. The paper today was easy ;) I can't believe I could answer nearly all of the questions about SIRAH o.o I'm surprised myself lol.

OTHER THAN THAT...........................................................................................

AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAAAIIIN! XD

Bah-bye.

2009-11-24T07:03:00.002+08:00

See you around next year JJ!

Saw your post about you going back to your home country. Have a safe trip ya :) Lol I know you didn't wish me bye or anything but don't worry. I don't give a damn about that LMAO. jk.

So.... mom & dad = quarreling. The usual *shrugs* I'm really used to it so fck that. Hah. I sweared. Great -.- So I'll be having Sirah and Akhlak for today's paper. I'm worried about Sirah o.o Too many things to remember. Btw yesterday's paper was damn easy. Wait. I think I've told you guys that. Ahhhh finefine. Have to go to school at 10:30AM -.- Like what the F. paper will start at 11:30AM so... I'll be sleeping then -.-

And one more thing........................

SORRY SORRY SORRY xDD

Rate.

2009-11-23T19:50:00.001+08:00

I've been getting bugged off at this RATE ME stuff-application on facebook. Someone rated me down. And I have no idea why. I don't remember making someone feel bad. Or if I did, I swear it wasn't on purpose. Unless it's an act of jealousy. But I doubt that. There's nothing that is to be jealous about of me! I don't have a perfect look or personality. I have tons of flaws! So I really don't think jealousy is the option. If someone accidentally clicked the RATE DOWN arrow, it's alright I suppose. Afterall it wasn't on purpose, right? If it is... I would like to apologize deeply to this person. *bows* If there is anything, ANYTHING that I had done to make you feel bad, please do confront about it to me in a calm manner... I know this sounds silly; ranting about just a random application on Facebook but... it means alot to me. I get really tense up about personal issues so that's why. So to whoever the person is, please do confront to me about the thing that you hate about me. I will possibly will try to change that certain flaw of mine :) Just for you :) So I apologize deeply.

Of course, if I found out that the application itself rated me down... forget about it than.

Back.

2009-11-23T17:46:00.002+08:00

Ok. I admit it. I shouldv'e posted 4 hours earlier but please ah. I slept the whole 4 hours oooaaak -.- SO. The paper was EASY. I think I might be the first person to finish it o.o So... I arrived there late -.- The teacher came and said: "To all those late comers, you have to be here by 10:30AM. I was like wat the hell? you want us to be there for 1 hour? With nothing to do? What rubbish.

2PM OMG. I LUVE YOU GUYS TO DEATHHHHH! Hot songs ;) To me lah. Then there's SUJU!! Super Junior I mean. You both are wackyyyy. I like :D

"Sorry sorry sorry sorry--- Again and again and again and agaaain"

Love both songs <3>m>

Oh ya. At religious class, met my old best buddy! She was sitting right beside me LOL. That's all that happened o.o Sorree but that's all! Sososososo I was hoping of entering my lil bro for some choreography lessons when he's old enough. (: Don't worry yaa bro! BIG SISTER SUPPORT YOU WOOOOOOOOT!

And wat the heck, I have a strong feeling that one of my facebook buddies used hacker to hack their games -.- Yes. I admit that I'm pissed off about that. No. I will not hate them for that. Like ok finefine just go hack those games like I give a sh*t. Haiyooooo.

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AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAAAAIIN! xD

Aiyo.

2009-11-23T10:44:00.001+08:00

Am currently revising for the exam for the next 20-35 min. It's basic so far. Haha. Wish me luck love <3

Ew.

2009-11-23T08:22:00.000+08:00

I have to eat this thing?

P.S medicine mayhem -.-

Weird post

2009-11-23T08:20:00.001+08:00

Something weird's going on with my posts...

Sick.

2009-11-23T07:25:00.000+08:00

Omg what the F. I'm sick. -.-
More to sore throat at first. Then running/block nose. Then cough. Woooooow. What an awesome three-way package -.-

Been blog-hopping recently. Uh... wait not really ^^" I've been revisiting them tagged blogs under my lists recently... some of them have newer posts(pretty fun to read lol). While others hasn't updated for a LONG LONG LONG time. Not that I'm complaining of course o.o

Other than that, I'm currently under KOREAN TV SHOWS. Once again lol. It's been a LONG LONG LONG time since I've watched some. The last time was during the June holidays =P. Sadly. I don't quite remember how I first got to watch them o.o So sad.

I can't believe Khad loves them too! *highfives* YOU GO GIRLFRIEND! :D Also, her playlist tis' awesome. She loves SHINee :3 As of me, it's DBSK, BigBang, FT-Island, Super Junior, 2PM, 2AM. Gosshhhhh awesome voices + hotness. Can you resist? Rofl.

I'll be having my writing religious PSLE exam this 11:30AM. Ugh. I didn't study for it LOL. So yea. Hope for me to die x) But I still want to pass sooooo wish me luck? =P Love you lots. <3

AMALINA!

2009-11-23T07:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMALINA!!

Sorry for wishing it one day late :( I forgot to blog about your b-day... *sighs* So anyways, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY! :D I'm sorry I can't buy/make you any presents :(( But I really hope a wish from the heart could put up a smile on that cute face of yours x) Although I fear that we might not be so close, I still will regard you as one of my best friends! :D You're far the most sweetest person I've met and I really hope you'll maintain that cute + sweet character you are <3 So I HOPE YOU HAVE LOADS OF FUN ON YOUR BIRTHDAY! :D

Oh wow.

2009-11-22T08:16:00.001+08:00

This must be what? Like the second time I've posted in the last 15-20 minutes? Lol. Sorry ayte. Too bored to even care how many posts I've made just for one day AND how long it took just to start a new post. I bet the shortest time I count make would be like 5 min? I dunno.

It's 8AM and I'm p*ssed with blogger's time system -.- Seriously? OH WHAT. Like it's 4 PM right now?? Give me a break! Oh wait. I've fixed that :D Good.... I was really getting bothered by the time issues -.- Thank god it's fixed now.

SO. It'll be at about 3 more hours til going to Religious class :3 I'm er... sorry if I've been cussing excessively in my past posts... even this one... but I will only keep it to the minimum. (: Unless of course; if I'm really pi-- mad... at something. However, I'll try my best to prevent that from happening.....

OH. I've decided to have long hair for next year. o.o Even my mom agrees so strongly. Bleh. Getting tired of short hair :( Buttttt it won't be too long. Maybe at shoulder-middleback length. Wow. Strange. Haha.

Good ol' Days-- 19/11/09-- 6:53PM

2009-11-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

GOOD OLD DAYS.
Days that are hard to forget.
Days that are easy to regret.

My good old days? Oh that's hard.
I guess the first one was remembering A BOY that once just said: "Who I like? Oh I like her. *points at me*" so casually that I was stunned. My friends were shocked like hell too lol. I was sitting in front of him. And he was behind me. We were Primary 2 then. Aww adorable l-l-l-l-l-love! Of course.... then he just HAVE to continue: "But of course, I also like Siti NurHalizah, and blahblahblah." I was like ----> =_______________=* LIKE COME ON. CAN'T YOU JUST LIKE ONE PERSON ALREADY?! xDDD Omg those days were so full of 'bitter-sweetness'. I miss those days )':

The second one that was hard to forget was when I was Primary 4 then.... another bitter-sweet 'I-like-you' story...... sorry butttt I won't be sharing that part..... :(

The third one was I was Primary 6. PSLE was over. What do the whole class do?! UNO FEVER YEA!!!! Whenever THIS BOY was suppose to call out the name of the next person to draw the card, he kept on saying my name by mistake o_O. Lol! Now that I think of it, it's pretty cute of him lol(?) But uh no wasn't interested in him. Sorry BOY D: Other than that memory from playing UNO, I remembered when me and my other girl pals CHEATED LIKE IT WAS NOTHING. HAH! We pretended that each of our cards has dropped to the floor WHEN WE WERE THE ONE THAT DROPPED IT. So as to save them from falling into a bad 'tumble' during their next turn. xD AND ALSO. We secretly passed cards to each other UNDER THE TABLE. Sometimes when one of the boys who were suppose to shuffle the deck, he would steal some extra cards and either put them in their pockets or under the table xDDDD. It was so damn funneh.... I MISS MY DEAR 6 PRUDENCE!!!!! DDDDD':

And lastly, it would be when it was in Sec 1. I didn't know much about 1B back then. I was the sickenening-silent one LOL. I didn't talk much. Hahahahaha.

Hurrrr there's nothing more to talk about.... oh well. Try sharing with me about YOUR GOOD OLD DAYS! Tell me about that in your posts in your own blog and let me know! :))
Cheers.

Bad Romance

2009-11-16T08:02:00.000+08:00

"I want your love and I want your revenge You and me could write a bad romance"

My point of view? The world isn't ready for real romance. Alot of faked-lovers, alot of naked lies, alot of repulsive truths. And you said you trust love completely?

Pizza-- 14/11/09-- 9:28PM

2009-11-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

Well hello there :)

I'm currently worn out from earlier today's outing with my family. More like an "eating-outing" with them. We has Pizza! Yay! D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S. Mmm.

Haaaaaaaah. There's really nothing to blog about :\ Oh well. If that's the case, I'll be going now. Oh! And check out CAITLIN CROSBY on google. Listen to her songs on her myspace. You'll be surprise how talented she is :)