-.-

I'm scared of him being a fake. I dunnooooo everytime I see a beautiful person setting their profile to private..... I really get that thought in mind. I cna't help it if I could be a prejudice sometimes :( Just that.... someone good looking.....setting profile to private.....suspicious aint it? Whatmore when there are PLENTY of fakes in the internet world. Sadly :( Why can't you all be more honest of yourself? If you feel like you don't have the looks, then just post up some anime/cartoon picture LOL. But that's not the point. The point is, just be brave to stand up for yourself. I mean, don't tell me you cover your face with a paper bag in public -.- If you do, call me. I'll make sure to bring a lighter. THEN WE'LL PLAY FIREFIREFIRE AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Soooo yea. You fakes out there.... you really make everybody angry :/ I don't really get mad straight away at fakes. Unless they strut some issues with me.... WELL I'LL BE DARN TO KICK YO--.... you get the point. For me, I can identify a fake easily so far.... don't ask how. I won't give you tips to secure your barrier. hah. Whenever I recognize you're fake, a smirk will crawl on my face then I'll click the 'x' button to that tab. Why? Because you're a waste of time. Well. Yea. 

HAHAHAHAHAHA. KNOW WHAT? I'M RANDOM. IF YOU'RE RANDOM YOU ROCK. EVEN ME AND HIM SAYS SO. SO SHUT UP AND START SPILLING YOUR RANDOM JUICES.

As I was saying, just stop the pathetic act of being fakes. Nobody likes their own perfect face getting ripped off from some unknown species of a human :( Nooooo ooonnnnnnnneeeeeeeee.

Asides that, IF YOU'RE RANDOM, I LOVE YOU :D

OK.

There's this weird thumb-print-like drawing on the computer screen -.- I suspect it's from my bro. Haiyo. Right now, I feel weird staring at the screen with this weird thing before me... I guess I'll have to erase it.... later ;P What I'm doing? Just starting on painting my art piece. It's turning out g-r-e-a-t so far :) Oh... and on Tagged... I received every new friend request every single day -.-  AND OMG. One of them is called NIZAM. If I rearranged some letters, it'll spell out as NAZMI.... weirdddddd. but he's drop dead gorgeous yea ;P Too bad. I suspect he smokes :( Reputation RUIIINEEDDDDD. Hah. Uh second fact after seeing his pics: he might be a skater. I've got nothing against skaters! Just noting it out? o.O AND ANOTHER OMG. I've made a new friendddddd therrreeee! She's SUPA' SWEEETTTT &CUTE. xD Adorableeeee :) Really wish we were in the same school or something :( It's hard to find sweet people like these. Of course, all my friends right now are sweet :) 

MIIIRAAAAA you changed your piccyyyy! Looking good! haha :) Oh and one more thing about Taggers: I really hate it when you people set your profiles as private -.- Especially when you tag me or something. I NEED TO KNOW WHETHER YOU'RE INNOCENT OR NOT. lol. I meannnn it's quite hard to trust people JUST by their pics :/ Whoknowstheyjustmightbemynextdoorrapist.......HAH. Figure that out yer'self ;D Ok. I give. When I'm bored, I torture people. Poor you :( 

Say lalalalalalalala....

Lovelovelove that song :) Ah..... I've been reading you guys' latest blog entries... are you guys alright? Alot of you are feeling down or hurt etc :( Don't worry alright? If there's anything you want to share off, just message me :) Other than that, I'm feeling sad these days myself.....personal problems....hah.... everytime I woke up, I'll see tear stains. I mean it. Not because of a bad dream....just....been uh.....crying........crying.....it's an embarrassingthing to me.

But HEY! At least I'm still smiling, right? :) So don't let yourself being dragged down to the dark pits of sadness :) Smile. You know you have a special smile :) Each of your smiles are unique. They bring different meanings that reflects your emotions to people soooooo see how awesome your smile is? :) SEEEEE SMILEEE

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Oh yayyyyyyy! I've totally changed my blog layout ;)

Howzzzziiittttttttt??

I searched for a decent skin since yesterday -.- Supa' tiring. So now I'm pra-- SHIT. BATTERIES. ONE LEFT?!?! AAAAAAHHHHHH. I'm too lazy to go to shop for more -.- Plus. I need to buy more paints. Uggghhhhh. LAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZYLAZY.

Hah. But not too lazy to type those? lol what a joke. 

He's making my life difficult. I'm ALWAYS uncomfortable around dad -.- He's making MY life crappy. I can tell mom and dad doesn't have that much feelings for each other. Pfft. Of course lah. They only do not want divorce because of some lame pathetic excuse: "What will the kids feel like....?"

LIKE HEY. I JOLLY WELL WILL BE GLAD IF THE BOTH OF YOU DIVORCED. Their "happiness" with each other makes ME feel awkward. Can't help feel they're all fake feelings. Aiyoooo. I guess not everyone has a happy family eh? I prefer to have none -.- I dunno why. I prefer living with my grandparents. Much more peaceful. No fights/quarrels or w/e shit. Srsly. Crappy life go to hell. 

This heart hurts.

I'm so selfish.

I don't want anyone to like him.

I don't want anyone to know he even exists....

Selfish. So selfish.

What do I do? 

Like c'mon man. The world might already know him lahh.

But I will only just deny that o.o 

He has that charming smile of his.

But hell I can confirm that he doesn't even know I even exists.

Let me whisper this to your ear: I hate reality.

So I've deleted the last 2 posts.

Found them to be rather.... dramatic.

So all ends well. The both of us pretended that nothing of that sort happened. Good :)

How disappointing.

I was looking forward to today's badminton-game. Too bad there were boys there. Fck that. I don't blame anyone there. I should've asked whether there are even boys. My bad. 

Saw dad at the ABC shop. I ran of course; in hiding. Shit I'm such a coward. Damn. 

You could tell that I'm disappointed. With the world? No way. Myself. Ack looking for some self-pitying Nabilah? What. A. Total. Retard. So no. I'm not pitying myself. Hope that's cleared. Hell. I'm feeling like hell right now. Sis's grumpy. Won't give a damn. 

So uh yea. How's your day today? It's pretty fucked up to me yea. Too bad.

AND DAMN NADIAH I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR PLAYLIST. You've got good tastes in music heh. Thumbs up.

I AM BORED TO DEATH. YOU?

I was expecting an entertaining holiday or something. WHAHHAAH$%@#$^%&ed%&d&$ ANYBODY OUT THERE WHO IS BORED AS HELL!?!??! I can't go out with friends, even if I did, none of them are free.....WHAT THE F. IS THIS??!?!?!?

Okok......I admit that I am TOTALLY pissed off with the world right now. I WANTED TO GO TO VIVO WITH MY BEST PAL. BUT GUESS WHAT?!?! MY PARENTS WON'T ALLOW! OF COURSE NOT. THEY'RE ALWAYS LIKE THAT. So sad :( 

Of course..... I don't ever want to lie to them so no, I chose not to go. Wondering if I could hang out at Siti's house? Who knows. It's not confirmed yet :( 

OTHER THAN THAT. The paper today was easy ;) I can't believe I could answer nearly all of the questions about SIRAH o.o I'm surprised myself lol. 

OTHER THAN THAT...........................................................................................

AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAAAIIIN! XD

See you around next year JJ!

Saw your post about you going back to your home country. Have a safe trip ya :) Lol I know you didn't wish me bye or anything but don't worry. I don't give a damn about that LMAO. jk.

So.... mom & dad = quarreling. The usual *shrugs* I'm really used to it so fck that. Hah. I sweared. Great -.- So I'll be having Sirah and Akhlak for today's paper. I'm worried about Sirah o.o Too many things to remember. Btw yesterday's paper was damn easy. Wait. I think I've told you guys that. Ahhhh finefine. Have to go to school at 10:30AM -.- Like what the F. paper will start at 11:30AM so... I'll be sleeping then -.-

And one more thing........................

SORRY SORRY SORRY xDD

I've been getting bugged off at this RATE ME stuff-application on facebook. Someone rated me down. And I have no idea why. I don't remember making someone feel bad. Or if I did, I swear it wasn't on purpose. Unless it's an act of jealousy. But I doubt that. There's nothing that is to be jealous about of me! I don't have a perfect look or personality. I have tons of flaws! So I really don't think jealousy is the option. If someone accidentally clicked the RATE DOWN arrow, it's alright I suppose. Afterall it wasn't on purpose, right? If it is... I would like to apologize deeply to this person. *bows* If there is anything, ANYTHING that I had done to make you feel bad, please do confront about it to me in a calm manner... I know this sounds silly; ranting about just a random application on Facebook but... it means alot to me. I get really tense up about personal issues so that's why. So to whoever the person is, please do confront to me about the thing that you hate about me. I will possibly will try to change that certain flaw of mine :) Just for you :) So I apologize deeply.

Of course, if I found out that the application itself rated me down... forget about it than.

Ok. I admit it. I shouldv'e posted 4 hours earlier but please ah. I slept the whole 4 hours oooaaak -.- SO. The paper was EASY. I think I might be the first person to finish it o.o So... I arrived there late -.- The teacher came and said: "To all those late comers, you have to be here by 10:30AM. I was like wat the hell? you want us to be there for 1 hour? With nothing to do? What rubbish. 

2PM OMG. I LUVE YOU GUYS TO DEATHHHHH! Hot songs ;) To me lah. Then there's SUJU!! Super Junior I mean.  You both are wackyyyy. I like :D 

"Sorry sorry sorry sorry--- Again and again and again and agaaain"

Love both songs <3>m>

Oh ya. At religious class, met my old best buddy! She was sitting right beside me LOL. That's all that happened o.o Sorree but that's all! Sososososo I was hoping of entering my lil bro for some choreography lessons when he's old enough. (: Don't worry yaa bro! BIG SISTER SUPPORT YOU WOOOOOOOOT! 

And wat the heck, I have a strong feeling that one of my facebook buddies used hacker to hack their games -.- Yes. I admit that I'm pissed off about that. No. I will not hate them for that. Like ok finefine just go hack those games like I give a sh*t. Haiyooooo.

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AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAAAAIIN! xD

I have to eat this thing?

P.S medicine mayhem -.-

Something weird's going on with my posts...

My god it's getting boring each day!

To my disappointment, the outing with Siti was cancelled ': Nevermind. I'll try tomorrow. I is having some odd conversation with the Tagged guy. We're talking about....dinner LOL. Like, "Have you had your dinner yet?" Something like that. I started it. Lol talk about random. 

OMG I FINALLY HAS FOUND THE PERFECT STYLE FOR MY DRAWING!! WOOT! :D

P.S: How're you guys coping with the holidays? Leave your answer in tagbox please :D

GODDDDDDDDD. Like SERIOUSLY. 

Earlier, took results in school. HECK YES. MADE IT INTO 3C. Sad that most of them went 3D )': Don't worry guys, score in your subjects well!! 

Ok. Happy part over. Now the fcking bad news.

Saw him at school. He sweared at me. =_= I was like: "STFU BASTARD. I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING DID I?!" Yeahh it's pissing me off. But meh. Who gives a fck. No link to one another. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

Lol I'm at peace now v_v 

:) Sheeeeeesh planning to go hang out with Siti tomorrow. FUN KAN?!!? :D Yahahahaha. GET READY PHOTOBOOTH. MOMMY'S COMING >D

Hey :)

Sorry for not blogging earlier today. Nothing much happens around me. It gets boring )': 

Other than drowning myself in the boring seas, I've been quite bust on DA lately. Created a new account due to some personal reasons. Didn't think I'd share them with you did you? Hehe. Well. I'll just be patient till dad bought me a Wacom Tablet. If possible. I badly want one :'( 

Aay! (:

Um no. No leading photos on this one haha. I'm a lazy ass. Sooo I've been practically bored...the whole day, desperate to find something entertaining to do. Well certainly, the internet doesn't help in this one. 

Uhhh I'm...watching... this... odd....Miley spoof.... SICK PEOPLE. LOL but they're just acting.I've been putting on this face all along --> " O,O " and saying "wtfh" the whole time. Well. Not really. Ahhhh nothing to sayyyy. 

'Ayyy :)

Today was pretty much the usual. Nothing exciting. OH WAIT. There is something... surprising... but I wouldn't be telling you guys about it. Between me and Mira only... MUAHAHAHAHAHA. So that aside, like the usual(again), tried to complete the class forum. Well, mission failed BUT I'm nearly therrrrrrreeeeee. So um. You guys want a sneak preview...? Mayyyybeeee in the next post ;D Nabilah, you're such an ass. Lol of course I am ;D

It's vibrantttt and soooothingggg to the eyes I tell ya'. And trust me.... I did EVERYTHING -.- On my own. With no help. Using codes. Creating the skin. Creating the boards.... what a job Nabilah. What a job. But trust me. The skin part is a total pay-off. Hurayyy!! :D

Is currently chatting with Mira on Facebook. LOL we're such clowns xD What to do when you're bored now, hm? 

Ohoh! The song "SHE WOLF" by Shakira is awesome! Retro-like-- my favouriteeeee. 

All thanks to NADIAH for having this song on her playlist :D Seriously. She has a rad' playlist~! 

Dilly Hey!

Trust me, I have no clue what that even means. Started coming up with random phrases or words. Well. Dilly Hay's the only one I've come up with so far haha. I've been working on the class forum for almost the whole evening! Tiring! The most EPIC-WIN stuff made is the banner. IT. TIS. AWESOME. Too bad I won't be giving you any hints. Nadda', zitch. (; I love surprises yahahaha. 

Ugh my leg hurts. Feels like a thousand needles started "stabbing" into my flesh... really annoying. Cold weather darnnit. 

Lol Mira called me earlier in the evening... We've been chatting on the phone for 46 mins O,O I was like: "Whoa. Nearly an hour? NEW RECAAA'RDD" (record). Hahax~ What a life the both of us have. Talking about what? Like hell I'll tell you (: 

SHIT. See that "mystery-to-be-hot-dude" pic. above? Yeahhh I have his full photo(original) ;D LOL nah found him lost in the google search engine. So what else, USED HIM ALREADY. Not... in the wrong way.... >3> WTF SO RANDOM. 

God I'm practically half dead and asleep. Gah. I'll give in to sleep for now. I'll write up tomorrow (;

Buahahaha~ 

Like the new skin? Hope you do :) I did an estimation of 2 hours to search for a perfect skin. There are far more better than this one. But the setting doesn't match the criteria needed. Especially for the position of the playlist. Haha, I'm such a fag. 

Speaking of fags, have you had any idea where does this fag word comes from? It's like, "Oh wow. That kid's a faggot." Like come on. Wth is a faggot in the first place? It sounds like maggot. Heh. Maggot sounds much more proper if comparing to faggot. Lol. I have issues(yet again). I'm not feeling very well... Ugh. 

My neck hurts, my arm feels sore... what could get any worser than this? Oh wait. I got that one. It's HAVING A BORING LIFE RIGHT NOW. GAAAAAAAAAAAAHH. I'm growing sick  of this disease called boredom. It's like taking control of the whole universe at every second of the time =_=. 

Earlier today:

Went back to school to hand in the S.O (Subject Option) form. Hot weather. I swear I could melt that time. Soo Mira called me in the middle of my little journey to school. Said that she wanted to meet ourselves at school. Of course, I was like "wth" at first(that's just cuz I'm a little grumpy over everything that time; not about me hating her or anything sheesh). Then I agreed, of course. Sisters should stick up for one another right? :) I'm so kind *bricked*. Lol wtf Nabilahhhhh. So yeah. Said she'll arrive about 15 mins later. Ended up 20-25 mins later. But tis' alright. Afterall, our predictions are never right, right? Soooo went into the General Office, asked Mira to help me out to give in the form. LOL the counter-y(new word rofl.) was like: "You ask her to give the form to you blablabla" Of course. She was joking. But I swear, I swear I didn't get her AT ALL. Considering myself to be listening to music haha. What a retard Nabilah. 

Mira had CCA... didn't get to go home together D': I really wanted to go home together but *shrugs* CCA there CCA here... Lol uh no, I DON'T hate Mira OK?? If I sounded like I do, I'm sorry but you're mistaken. I love me sistery-friend; Mira :) So misunderstanding cleared~

BUAHAHAHA. I thought you'd asked about that weird image up there~^^^

While I was playing habbo, saw that weird girl without a head. I was like: "...........wth." Theeeeen I print-screen >D Evil me. Fear me. Rawr.... so lame =_=; LOL and that boy-habbo near her was-- I swear he was doing some water-ballerina or something. LOLWUT. Then again, even the no-headed girl up there. Nice bikini LOL. Nvmn. I'm such an ass ;) 

I might do more blogging again for today. See ya.

We all know how hard life can be. 

How much it suffocates us.

With its metal chains.

Blocking us from our....--- wth am I talking about @____@

Getting all sentimental ack. Not me haha. So today, I went ot school for the Subject Option...thing. Decided to take Bio/Chem instead of Phy/Chem. Why? I learnt that Phy/Chem consists of alot of Math formulaes... I know well that I will never be good at remembering math stuff. =P Boohoo on that. Sooo Mira, Nadiah and I chose the same choice O,O. Well; except for the part that she chose D&T. Good luck on that Nadiah! :)

Mira invited me to hang out with her in Lot1 Library. Turned her down. Sorry Mira. ): I was busy :P Sorry. 

So yeah, eventually saw Celine & Shaun on the way home. Didn't bother to even call out for them. Haha, wouldn't want to disturb them... So um yeah. OH and while I was on the way to school, people were staring at me, thinking I was late for school. Like um yea, sure, late for school? No. Don't think so. All I gotto to do at school is to do that Subject Option stuff right? Plus, it's only for half-an-hour so ya. The whole way to school, when people were staring at me...., I kept thinking: "What? You guys love staring at people eh? Well enjoy doing that than. Pft." 

OK, ok.... I have issues xD Is curently chatting with Jun De on Facebook. Surprise surprise to me since I didn't really chat with the boys in Facebook xD But oh well. Ah...heck reading this thing's making me fell all weird inside...ugh I hate it when this happens...*sniff*

Hm. I really love this song. Please do consider listening to it :)

Till then, stay happy! :)

Hey :D

Since today's a Sunday, had my religious exam. Was alrriiiigghhhttt. Lol I didn't know this answer(the very LAST unanswered oneeee) and I asked my friend for the answer. HAH. I'M CHEATING :> 

Ohoh went back from religious class, STRAIGHT AWAY WENT TO WATCH "NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2" ! It was HILARIOUS! Like seriously! Especially that bad-ass villain xD His name was...Akh...man..rah... I think ._. Eh. Loved the movie. Really. Uh and I meant watching it at home. Thennn continued watching "UP". Cute little characters~ Touching story too~ :'> Hm wow tomorrow'll be SUBJECT OPTION day... Gotto go to school around 8:30AM. Ugh. Talk about school holidays. Oh and will go there with Mira-chan~ >:) Heheh message each other nearly everyday >.<>

My hair's growing long... I'll let it grow longer and will cut it... or maybe just have long haired-style for next year... I dunno... What do you think? Short or long hair? :>