Thursday, December 31, 2009 9:33 PM
Can I btch on you?
Sorry man. I have to let this out.....
WARNING: KIDS DON'T READ ON FOR YOUR SAKE OR YOUR MOMMAS WILL COME HUNT ME DOWN.I'm not some fucking bitch that you can bitch on about.
Shove it up your ass for the sake of the children.
Shut that trap of yours, tramp.
Before I stitch up that bloody mouth of yours with a butcher's knife.
Your fucking insults won't taint me even a little.
Cuz' my ears are so bleeding right now.
But hey. Correction, it already has stopped.
I think I'm immune to your wonderful words.
Dare to spread them open in my name, and you'll see hell.
Shut up bitch. Your problem. Not mine.
So we'll be seeing you in hell-- OH WAIT. I'll be witnessing you in hell not me; I'll be in heaven. Teehee~
8:40 PM
the time has come...
To welcome a NEW YEAR!!
Yahahahaha!
That's right!
To be honest... I'm really looking forward to the new year!!
It's the time when I get to meet my dear friends again!
But erm... it's sort of... nerve-wrecking when erm, we'll be going into different classes...
I'm the only malay from 2B to got to 3C @__@
Luckily Rei's here with meh!!
I'm not alone yea!
x>
I read Akemi's post...
I really agree with her lines here:
" Lets welcome 2010 and goodbye , 2009 ! Only memories will be remembered . "She made a list about the happy and depressing moments throughout the whole year of 2009 and I must say; she's strong to have been through alot :> Kudos to ya!! ;)
SOOOOO I've made up my mind to do that too! Ehehee.
1) I really regretted for not studying very well.... I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A DARN WACOM TABLET DAMMIT!! But well, at least I managed to get into the class I wanted!
2) I made LOAAAADDS of wonderful friends!! Especially in my CCA!! I really love my pals there!
来年までの近くにまだあることを願っています！！
3) GOSH I'VE BEEN ADDICTED TO KOREAN SHOWS SINCE EARLY JUNE THIS YEAR!! *0*
4) I managed to get a basic hold on painting plus drawing ehehehe~
5) Problems? Hmm.... not really ^^" I don't think I've made any enemies...If they hate me behind my back...I wouldn't know. Seriously 0_0"
6) Other regrets? Hmm... just about the Tablet thing. That's all haha!
I really can't remember anything else... hurmmmm...... Oh well! Other than that, that's all folks!
あけましておめでとうを持ってください！！
//;lol you have no idea what I just shouted do you? ;0Wednesday, December 30, 2009 9:53 PM
Untitled.
Hello! :)
I've been watching nothing but F.O shows these days.
F.O --> Family Outing.
It's a korean variety show.
Real damn funny hehe.
JAESUK OPPA~!
xD
Hm other than that, I've been damn pissed with Facebook.
The games there are LAGGING.
I can't even play it properly!!
In the end, I gave up.
LOL funny thing is, in the game called PET...somethingsomething and it's NOT Pet Society, me and my little sister kept on competing with each other for the higher rank.
I'll be groaning whenever I played that game. It's like...
"GAH!!! I THOUGHT I TOPPED HER OFF?!!"
But heheheheheeeeh. Cuz' I have a lot of money there, I could topped her off easily ;)
Bought my new school bag.
Funny thing is... mine and my lil. sis's are exactly similar!
Except for the different in colors.
Mine is a little of gray-green while her is gray.
Bought it at Mustafa you see.
I still don't get why some people find it extremely uncomfortable to go shopping there??
Get real folks, CHEAP DEALS MAN!!!
Sheesshhhh.
Oh yea....cuz' it's far eh?
Well fine than.
Grah.
I still can't find a good decent blogskin!
Plus, I haven't completed my holiday math assignment.
Face it.
No one's gonna bother yea.
*sighs*.
Well g2g for now.
Later.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 8:16 PM
HAIR CUT.
Hehehe Just had a new haircut.
One thing's for certain....
It sure is...new.
The hairstyle I mean.
I've never actually thought of having it.
Hurrr I'm berry happy yo!
<3
Friday, December 25, 2009 6:42 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Ack!
I've forgotten to wish my lil bro a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
It falls on Christmas Eve, 24th December :}
I heard that Allen Walker's B-day on the 25th?
Hm. In that case;
MERRY CHRISTMAS
and HAPPY B-DAY ALLEN-KUN!!Thursday, December 24, 2009 6:28 PM
I CRIED Q__Q
Ack GAKUEN ALICE is such a sad manga...
It was damn funny too xD
But... it starts to get real depressing in the later chapters.
Especially the part when Mikan watched her father died.
I mean, meh.
Her father's like... a fun person.
Everybody loves him.
So of course anyone would cry over his death.
....
..........
*sighs*
Lol I'm such a softy eheheheeeeeee ^^"
Can't wait for later updates in the chapter.
Hmm
HEY AKEMI(Khadijah)!!
DO YOU WATCH/READ GAKUEN ALICE??
JUST ASKING xDD
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 8:58 AM
NEW STUFF.
Added new badass songs yea ;0
OH!
I'm changing my blogskin real soon.
I'm tired of the old one ;P
Later yea.
<3
Monday, December 21, 2009 7:08 AM
EATING PIZZA.
Hurr it's 7:11AM.
Family and I will be heading over to Johor to feast on pizzasssssss.
Meh I planned to follow grandma and aunt to stay for 2 nights in Malacca.
But I can't go for my grandpa won't be there.
They'll be heading there by bus andddd as usual, my worrywart family won't allow.
No fair.
So yeahhh.
I'll try to blog soon in the evening or something.
Bye <3
Sunday, December 20, 2009 9:28 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
First and foremost, I'd like to wish a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my wonderful senior, KHADIJAH! She's turning 15 this year :) Best of luck for next year! Hope your studies will flow well along with your happy life and do not hesitate to ask me for any help at all! :) May all your wishes be granted at this very special day for you!! :D
(ack!! I've lost a photo of you among these documents in my computer's harddrive T-T Dammit!)
Have a very enjoyable birthday!!
Friday, December 18, 2009 8:15 PM
SHIIIIIIIT!
I LOVE AIR GEAR SO FCKIN MUCH!!!!
BADASS MANGA *0*
Thursday, December 17, 2009 3:02 PM
THAT'S IT.
I'm through with waiting for dad.
I'm staying whether he likes it OR NOT.
Where's dad?
Why isn't he even here yet?!
They FORCED me to return home,
I obliged that of course.
And now, he's wayyy late!
What the hell?
>:@
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 8:37 PM
HOTTTT.
Ayeayeayeaye~
The "OBSCENE" avatar I have for some of my posts are hottttttt~
Lolbipolar.
5:41 PM
THAT'S JUST PATHETIC.
My mom ordered me to return home tomorrow.
But I don't want to...
If I return home, I'll have to go through mom & dad's quarreling again...
And I don't want that...
I usually ignore them.
But... it's starting to get to me...
I wish they would just divorce to get rid of this problem..
I'll go mad! :(((
I watched a korean variety show...
And it's about how celebs there try to take care of a child like it's their own.
They did a great job!
I envy them....
Shit I just found out that I nearly died when I was small,TWICE.
First was nearly getting drowned in the sea near the beach.
The second was nearly getting crushed by a TV set.
Wow damn o,o
Heh... I don't consider myself lucky now to survive.
Shit getting emotional -.-
W/e.....
I'll be going now.
Bye.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 6:24 PM
STUPID MIXPOD.
*growls*
Stupid mixpod....
I hate having videos as playlists....
It really messes up the codes.
Oh wait.
STUPID YOUTUBE.
AGAIN WITH HE COPYRIGHT REASONS.
TO HELL WITH IT.
Grrrr...
Huuurrr....
Other than that,I'm currently at my grandma's and... yea.
Had my trip to Malaka.
Blablabla nothing interesting.
Just a cousin of mine there getting married.
It's quite boring yea, considering them to be adult stuff.
Hugh.
Mom called to tell me that she'll be sending me a bag of fresh clothing for me from home.
How kind of her HAHAHAHA.
And right now my younger cousin is BUGGING ME TO THE EXTEND OF ME CHOKING HER DAMMIT.
She kept asking me FAR TOO MANY QUESTIONS.
Oh yea, sure, getting your anger out on a little kid Nab?
Oh yea sureeee that's very childish of you. Bah.
If you were me, you'll understand >3>
And yea.... I know I'm being mean to her at times but sometimes we have our limits to yea.
Ah... sorry to Rei for the delay in replying our RP post ^^"
This laptop is giving problems concerning that RPG website.
*sigh*
I'm still not satisfied with this blogskin.
I love it!
Just that....
Sometimes we would want more of certain things yea?
*nervousnervous*
Ermmm that's all folks!
Haha ^^"
Thursday, December 10, 2009 8:53 PM
AHAHAHAHA.
It's nearly 9PM here.
I had a chat with Siti.
LOL!
We spoke in diff languages ;}
It was hilarious!
Never will I forget that moment :}
Ok, what the F?
People still mistook me for another race.
Either it's a little bit if Chinese or a little bit of Korean -.-
Dad: Eh? Nabilah you looked like some Korean girl...
Me: -.-" uh ok...thnks?
Mom: You looked like a mixed of Japanese :0
Me: O.O what??
Sister: You looked a little Eurasian at times o.o" Especially when your face goes all red.
Me: eh? red?
SEE?! IT'S CONFUSING ALRIGHT.
And ALL of them has the same reason: "It's cuz your skin is whiter than us"
My answer: "Aw gee thnks :D"
That's all I could say -.-"
Milky-white skin they call it.
haiyooooo :|
I really have no comment on this one..........
=.="
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 7:05 AM
GOING OUT.
It's 7:16AM.
Today's my dad's day off.
We'll be heading on to Johor after sending my bro to school at 9.
Then we'll be back to fetch him at 1.
Thennnn we'll continue our 'funtime' today....
Maybe going to Marina...
I dunno -shrugs-
I just hope we could make it back in time before 10pm.
I WANT TO WATCH "GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE" ON TV2!
xD
Malaysia's channel btw.
Sighs.
Wish there's korean/japanese channel and I could actually understand them...
My life is too boring.
Haaaaaah.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 9:39 PM
LIFE.
So me and Rei had been conversing about lives.
And it was hilarious!
I lol'ed like heck!
xD
(read from below as a start)
She's so witty <3
I sometimes do wonder about the term : "BFF"
Or Best Friends Forever.... or something like that.
After seperation to different routes of our lives...
I've only got this one question:
"
Wil we still remain that part of the term?"
Life gets a hold of us most of the times.
So things can never be certain off.
We can't just think of it that way and BAM,
That other person will be sure to think of the same thing too.
Sometimes it's an unrequited thoughts from one to another.
Sometimes it's just jealousy messing with us around.
But most of the time, it's the difference in the environment.
For example;
A goldfish swam delicately as it strode through the water.
It was happy goldfish.
As a day passed, something really sudden came.
As usual, it was swimming around when suddenly, he found himself out in open air, then back into the water.
Only;
He wasn't at his usual tank.
He was "adopted" to a different terrain.
Of all questions, one would always be picked,
"What do I do now?"When it comes to common sense, one would try his or her best to fit into the crowd. To blend in and not to stand out.
So I guess that's rather similar to our real life situations.
As we encounter newer things, we tend to forget about the old.
They say;
forget about the past and think of the future.
But sometimes, the past are still the best of our bittersweet memories.
I hate slow computers.
Um. Not the computer itself I mean.
I meant, as in, the internet speed dial really bugs me off.
Especially for the games in Facebook.
I think I might give up playing them one day.
Sighs.
Good news though.
Rei is finally back after a couple of days without any word from her!
:D
I was getting worried.
Heard from her that her comp. crashed.
Don't worry Rei.
I hate that part of technology too -.-
So other than that, my day was normal.
As in really normal.
When I'm bored and the comp is being dominated by someone else,
I'll go read a book I've borrowed from the library.
I think I'm in love with Pat Murphy's books.
They are really unique!
I'm currently reading "WILD GIRLS".
Believe me, the title fooled me at first.
Now... I'm really addicted to it.
It's hard not to find me poking my nose between those pages during spare time.
I'm really working hard on my english...
I can't be fooled the next round!
>)
Monday, December 7, 2009 10:04 PM
PETVILLE.
Yup.
There's a new game on FACEBOOK.
It's called: "PETVILLE"
The animation of the characters are amazing <3
No flaws so far in their movements.
Although their expressions can sometimes creep me out a little.
But it's cute :)
Ah!
My realism drawing practice are slowly paying off!
I can see the improvement >)
yosh!
Ok...
Currently attempting the last question...
Among only 30 questions of course.
GAH.
CARELESS MISTAKE AGAIN?!
-headdesk-
Ohh yea babe!
Made it to the next level!
This means...
I'M BACK IN 1ST PLACE.
Well not really.
I'm actually in 2nd place but just cuz this 1st place dude used some hacker thing.
Rofl you lahhh RIXUAN >)
So lazy to earn your rank yourselfffff.
Depending on a hacker...pfffffft.
Lame lah you.
tsk tsk tsk.
Don't worry I don't hate you <3
We're friends lah c'mon!
haiyo.
xD
Other than that, I'm working on my math holiday assignments.
3 bloody more online tests to sit through.
I can't believe I forgot about the volume of pyramid!!
To hell I'll go.
hahaha.
Next year, I'll be Sec 3.
Then Sec 4.
Then graduate.
Then go university(I hope I can make it there!)
Then go find job.
Then get marrie-- LOL WAIT NO. SCRATCH THAT.
Then get old.
Then die.
.__.
See how fast the world revolves around you?
If not, must be cuz you're slow.
Or if not, then it's not my problem to concern of.
Pfft.
Well.
I'll be off to finish 90 bloody math question.
Buh-bye sweets.
I fall behind 2 rankings.
UGHHHH.
How could I be so careless -.-
Oh ya.
It's cuz of the slow connectivity of the game, duh -.-
Pisses me off.
I made up a rank.
But nowhere at the 2 place -.-
I'm pretty competitive for this game.
Hurrrrr IMMA EAT CHU FINGERZZZ 8D
Lol that sounded pevertic 0-<
Ouch ahaha.
Tomorrow morning....
I will bloody make myself back up to the 2nd rank that I deserve!
YOSH! GAMBATTE!
<^.^7
It's 1 AM here.
Night-night!
Erm I found it incredibly
boring.There is nothing fun or entertaining there.
I'm getting tired of TAGGED too.
Not interested in dating.
Not ready yet.
Simple enough.
Too young to be dating for me lol.
Well. Yea, I'm keeping my pride as a fellow family member of Nazmi.
If disobey, to hell I'll go.
Friendster...
Nothing's interesting there.
So I'm not active there.
Facebook....
OMG FACEBOOK!
HAPPY PETS!
THE GAME
AAGGHHH MY RANK!!
IT'S GONNA FLOP!!!
-goes to facebook-
12:01 AM
CHANGED SKIN AGAIN.
LOLOLOLOL.
I changed skin once again.
In a matter of 10 minutes I presume.
Breaking of record.
This skin really caught my guard down ahah.
And about the "sexpot" entry.... forget it.
I've changed these avatars at the side and they're pretty random so ya.
Mixture of BIGBANG and some J-ROCKERS.
And I really have no idea of those J-ROCKERS names.
Haiz T-T
So yeah.
Like I said:
forget about the "sexpot" entry lmao.Haha!
Sunday, December 6, 2009 11:43 PM
freak.
After that last post of mine...
I'm an embarrassment to the society T-T
*cowards away*
<------- SEE THIS INCREDIBLY SMEXY SEXPOT?!
........
Who is he? .__.
Oh wait.
He's one of this J-rocker's band members.....
WANT TO GET MARRIED AARGHHHHHH.
11:37 PM
Mission accomplish.
Blogskin hunt: ACCOMPLISH.
Now...... to fix this irritating image-uploading-problem -.-
So... I'm changing the blogskin again.
It's getting pretty boring yea.
Later.
Friday, December 4, 2009 9:50 PM
AHAHAH!!
GAHHH SUJU ME LOVE YOU xDDD
Just watched their drama. HILARIOUS. Leetuk was acting as a guy in panda suite. I suspected it was him. I've known him loving to dress up in different costumes ahah. They only show his identity at the end btw. The name of the short drama was: "Attack On The Pin-Up Boys"
Cute plot lmao. Really, watch it on mysoju.com! LOADS of awesome Japanese and Korean movies ahah xD Eh. No. I'm not the type to squeal or melt even though I know they're good looking ^^" Not me. I just you know, smile whenever seen an awesome scene of them rofl. So ya, I'm not a fan-girl ahah ^^" BUT SRSLY. WATCH IT. Well.... meh. I really didn't expect the narrator to be the-- nvmine. Watch it. Wouldn't want to ruin the fun :} NOW OFF TO WATCH ANOTHER ONEEEEE ;D
Heck.
I envy a couple of my peeps who actually have a decent family. Oh mine? Don't bother. I really feel like my dad is a stranger in the family. Since the beginning of the year...... I dunno why....... I get really irritated whenever he speaks to me. I feel like he'll murder me the next second. This has been bothering me for nearly 8 months. Now coming to a whole year..... What the hell is wrong with this family??
I know I'm actually blabbering nonsense -.- Sorry if I've been wasting your time....... bye.
Thursday, December 3, 2009 8:33 AM
SOS
Hei :>
It's clearly 8:34AM here; Thursday morning. Woke up early at erm, 7AM I think :P Last night, mom and dad quarreled some big fights. Lil bro was crying helplessly. I couldn't do anything. So I just kept quite, listened to my mp3 to sleep. Their quarrels are getting worse I think. I was at the brink to yell at them. Lil bro was all like, "STOP! STOP! QUITE!" in malay of course; to them. See how dramatic my world is with these parents around? Not that I despise them. I hate them. *shrugs* What do you want to do about that? Hurr. Imagine waking up at night to find your neighbours yelling at each other like hell. I know you'll feel like throwing to each of them a brick. Or maybe a dozen of them. As for me; both of them are at fault. My parents that is. And yes. I have the feeling that they might get a divorce form soon. I dunno. It's better that way. I hate to see them suffering from each other. It's an unsightly thing to watch. Like hey, sometimes things are better to end miserable than forcing one another eh? Hm? Why I sounded calm? Oh. It's cuz I give up. I give up of them. In my opinion, it is better for them to seperate. It's good for everyone. I'm never close with my cousins to begin with. So I won't feel like a great loss. Although I'm rather close with Amira :) She's an awesome cousin to have. Hahh... oh? Mom's gone to send lil bro to school. He has this special program before next year starts. Good. She's not home. That means their quarrels will end for now. Thennn they'll continue.
....... My god dad really looks like he'll explode o.o Mom.....yea she too. ^^" Don't worry about me folks. I'm alright here. Just worrying about my eardrums. That's all. haha ;P So..... yea I support them divorcing. Crazy thing for their own daughter to actually says that huh? Everything has their limits....
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 9:50 PM
Gawd wtf?
wtf?
What is it with the world anyway? Not even a single person I know actually have interests in what I'm also interested in. Due to that, that results in them being "penat ah..." a.k.a "So tired...". Do you know how fcking annoying that is? Well do you? Here I am, stuck at home, with NOT EVEN A SINGLE FCKING THING TO DO. Oh yea sure I have my paintings but did you actually think that I could actually go on without getting bored? What more, I have no tablet thanks to dad *scoffs*. My life is RUINED. EVEN DURING THE 2MONTHS HOLDAY, DO MY PARENTS PEST ME ABOUT GETTING SPLENDID RESULTS FOR NEXT YEAR? C'mon people.
WHAT THE FCK IS THIS.
The truth? He's creeping me out o.o
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 10:15 PM
interesting person
So there's this dude on Tagged. Remember the dude that I said could've rearranged his name to my dad's name? Yea him. Weird thing is....... my name is Nabilah Bte NAZMI. And his name is NIZAM. Freaky? A little o.o But still, love his name lol :)
I've been stuck with art-stuff the whole day -.- Didn't even use the comp for 14 HOURS. HAH. New recorrddddd. Will continue that for tomorrow. Unless of course, I get an art-block. Then, I'll turn to the comp haha.
So hows you doing? Fine I hope. My holidays has been sckish. Bleh. Thankfully MP3's here to the rescue ;) Cheers.
Some people are just disgusting. Desperate ones of course. You don't even know me and you're asking to go date out with me? What the F man. Sick. And what the hell is 'hanky-panky' ? I'm guessing something fcking disturbing. So you actually asked me to do that? What the fck do you think I am? A fcking prostitute biatch? I don't do dirt man. So just fck off. Don't even think of getting a reply from me. Bstard.
IT'S FINE.
If he doesn't reply to me. (It's a Tagged thing btw) He's got other friends to attend to. So ya. No biggie.
